Re-acquaintance

"I do know my own mind... The trouble is, my mind changes and then I have to get acquainted with it all over again."

-Anne of The Island

I'm glad I'm not the only one. 

Every time I decide something life-changing (college; college major; etc.), I change my mind once again.

My future is all jumbled together and mixed up. I just can't decide anything.

People are always asking me where I'm going to go to college, what I'm majoring in, where I want to work, etc. I don't know. And I hate not knowing.

Maybe God's trying to teach me patience ;)

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; in all of your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths."

-Proverbs 3:5-6 nkjv

"I'm letting go of the life I planned for me, and my dreams.

I'm losing control of my destiny, it feels like I'm falling,

and that's what it's like to believe.

So I'm letting go.

This is a giant leap of faith,

trusting and trying to embrace the fear of the unknown.

Beyond my comfort zone."

-Francesca Batistelli ; I'm Letting Go

"'Cause I don't know how the story ends.

But I'll be alright, 'cause You wrote it.

I don't know where the highway bends,

 but I'm doing just fine.

'Cause You're in control, 

even when I don't know where my life is gonna go,

You're keeping me guessing.

I try and try to read your mind, 

but I forget that patience is a virtue.

You're teaching me to hold on tight."

-Francesca Batistelli ; Keeping Me Guessing 

I guess God's just keeping me guessing :)